white noise

Tonight while watching television, I picked up Barbara Winter’s book, Making a Living Without a Job: Winning ways for Creating Work that You Love (Bantam Business; 1993), and started to read. The first three chapters focus on self-esteem. My whole focus in therapy the last 6 months has been — you guessed it — self-esteem. […]

I’ve felt compelled to write, or — more accurately — to think out loud. I’ve been longing for someplace where I can feel complete and where I can be myself. The whole feel-good, pretend-we’re-okay sort of mentality is getting on my nerves. Not feeling at liberty to say “fuck it,” or “fuck you,” gets on […]