white noise

Tonight while watching television, I picked up Barbara Winter’s book, Making a Living Without a Job: Winning ways for Creating Work that You Love (Bantam Business; 1993), and started to read. The first three chapters focus on self-esteem. My whole focus in therapy the last 6 months has been — you guessed it — self-esteem. I’m not sure anymore what I think or believe about God, but I do feel there must be some validity to spirit guides or angels that watch over us. The message I hear is clear: stop looking outward and center myself again. How long has it been since I gave myself permission to be who I am?

Too long, apparently.