May
23
2006
Even my dreams last night were prayers. We lost Kathy, Laurel’s mom, on my birthday. I’ll be damned if I’m going to lose my step-mother on my birthday, too. Even so, I am torn. So, I pray for the best outcome … an outcome I can trust will be the right path for all of […]
May
10
2006
I haven’t seen the movie United 93 and I won’t. I defy terrorists and defeat terrorism every time I set foot on a plane. I think about flying now and a cold, strangling fear crawls up my spine. It wasn’t always this way. I loved flying; I loved feeling the plane take off from the […]
May
10
2006
Week 2 – Day 3: So far no adverse effects. I can’t tell how much, if at all, the Myers’ Cocktail is helping. I don’t feel bad because of it, unless I can blame the abnormally busy dizzy and light-headedness on it. But, I could just as easily blame that on the Lyrica or the […]
May
02
2006
Yesterday, I went for my first half-dose of Myers’ Cocktail. I’m told it will help with my fatigue issues. Even so, I’m trying a lower dose than normal because of how I reacted to B12 shots (seriously, who needs crack?). I feel more wiped out than normal today, but yesterday was full. I had a […]
May
01
2006
Thanks, Rick, for all these years (wow, what now, 14 or 15?) of friendship, for your encouragement to write, for all the videos of X Files you taped and sent, for the care packages of coffee, cocoa, and favorite books. I could go on. And on. Thanks for adopting me, for calling me sister. For […]